2020

 I lost 4-5 kgs after quitting my job for a week. From 74-75 kg, for the past few days, I weighed myself and the lowest was 69.8 and highest was 71.2. hm.. what does that say?

 Hm… Done shredding my papers. Good that I bought the manual shredder from Muji. Makes the process faster compared to my last job which took about a week or two and wasn’t even done. I have to gradually shred them. Of course, the one in the office got shredding machine so that sped up a lot at work. Now, left with my books. Rearrange my cabinet and finally, my tables. Have to find time go Cow Play Cow Moo or Timezone to exchange cards for points. The ones that I collected, I guess it was no longer that important to me. Hm… It does but all things in the world will come to pass that there are no more space for the past. I have to make way for what is coming next. I will not apply for a job but hoping to work more on a project that has been on my mind for so long. Then if startup is where I will need to start to do things that I long wanted to do probably start now because I am no longer young. Hope in 1 year time, I can make something fruitful. Before I get busy like a maniac, spent ...

 Yesterday’s night Uncle broke a glass cover. I helped clean up and Aunty said she cook beef stew for me (for all) because I helped clean up. Hahaha. Then maybe next Saturday ask Uncle to break another one. I can have beef stew again. hehehehe

 So last day wasn’t as scary. Hehehe. I dare not say goodbye to my big big boss so I quickly run away after passing my pass to our admin. Phew… When exiting, I met another person who also doing exit clearance. We were looking for the security guard. There are 3 possible locations and the hunt for her ended at the 3rd location which is the last location. hehehehehe. I got a treat at Saizeriya today. Night time my sis wanted to eat Saizeriya too hahahaha. Then long queue so we ended up eating Takagi Ramen. Devil lips ramen… I cannot finish that. Super spicy…. 

 Almost become a thief this morning. I walked in to 7-11. Thought to grab something fast for snack to put on the table. I only saw nuts. Not many things to buy. My hand already have a plastic bag to bring the choc my sis helped me bought to bring to work. Supposed to go out with her but something came up. I subconsciously put the nuts into the plastic bag. Then browse the shelves to see what other things to buy. After a few second, I realised, I haven’t pay for it that it should not be mixed with the things in my plastic bag… wahhhhhh. Good that I realised that before going out else, I robbed 7-11 in broad daylight. On the way out, I did see more chocs. 

 Last trip going to work. At least, it is almost proper this time. Probably things done wrong or things done right have its own course. The finale is here. 

 With time, everything shall be forgotten. People just told me to let go. Ya, I did. The trouble only comes after I let go. Maybe it was just me. Anyway… Just printed my timesheet, delete almost the whole world from the laptop… No going back to the old code so actually deleting stuff doesn’t affect me but the people who need to refer to it later on. After done, by right shouldn’t even need it but the changes was so frequent, I guess they will need. Well, at least latest version was given. The one before the changes were checked in before any change. However, bugs found after the change won’t be there so… hm… It’s a headache. I don’t want to see the code. It is agonising to see them. I didn’t even check what happened to the last code I wrote.  I forgot to charge my phone… So now have to charge it a bit before I sleep. Blog a bit. Anger clear off but then I dunno what else can I do. Sigh… However, after deleting the code, it feels like clearing the clouds above my head. Weekends...