Tired

 It takes time to know someone. Let go of the killer then the killer will come after you. Witness a crime? you will be their next kill. The writer of The 100 must have gone through a lot to depicting it all in a show. Humans are full of weaknesses and surprises. I wonder if God did gave me a hint but I failed to take it. Sometimes being the last person on earth may not be a bad thing after all. Even better when there is a dog regardless of you being allergic to it. The moment it ran away, I can felt the panic. Only to see her friends, those who were through thick and thin willing to give up their “transcendence”, joined her, then I felt better but there is more people who I think should be there weren’t. Like Bellamy who trusted the wrong person with his new found belief which is proven to be the truth. Who got killed anyway because he nearly betrayed his own best friend. He should be there along with Lexa, Abby, Kane, and Diyoza. The Luna that went lunatic after her whole clan got killed by radiation from “seafood”  consumption. She contributed to the nightblood research though without it, Clarke would have died but she didn’t only because she sacrificed herself to be the guinea pig. City of Light was a fraud. Transcendence. Memory sticks that can be planted inside another person’s body… People can go to extreme lengths to be alive. Meantime, I have read up somewhere that people are getting cooked every second… It took us our lifetime to be cooked until we can no longer function. That means people who were not exposed to the sun get longer life? that is why vampire is immortal? Once they get under the sun, they get burnt. Instance evaporation. Half-life still working despite it. There are also cases whereby without the sun, a person cannot grow up healthily that they will have some long term medical problems to live with the rest of their life which can be short too. So each human has a limited timestamp to live on earth no matter how you try. The world will get destroyed many times. Imagine with a world full of resources and you can still ran out of everything. Why we are finding another planet to live on when there are no resources? Then we moved everything here to there. Destroying both home at once. Dinosaur extinction because they eat each other. Human existence? now we have two world wars and some wars still happening. who does that benefit? I was in the middle of night trying to fix a problem… sometimes. i might as well give up when it doesn’t matter to anyone…