2020

Software is a never ending thing. Hardware is a never ending thing. Should find a ware which is not soft and not hard. I think we should stop struggling with a thing that wasn’t done properly. Sometimes I cannot tell who is bad or who is good… So I keep things neutral until I know who is really bad. I felt tired though. I wonder what they are really up to. I am the uncertainty though. Just “hang” on. It is like a “hex” type of problem. Sometimes, I felt like I am close to the end. Sometimes, I felt like I am balancing stuff. Sometimes, it’s a bad decision you have to suffer from. There is always a one last problem. One last ticket. One last quick fix. Quick fixes were the true crime. It fixed stuff temporarily at a fast pace but when you have more and more… Like a stacked pancakes. I felt like scrapping everything and rewrite. Probably will take shorter time than endless quick fixes. I once did it. I did the problem for a week. Deadline is two weeks. No matter how I tried I worried I c...

 Need to vent my anger a bit. I was doing and doing. No matter what I did and no matter which sample I followed. It worked with debug but not release. Turned out to be config issue… For two days… While I could be done and eating carrots now… Another thing about failure is the step towards success. I found a hundred possibilities for the app to fail… So much more unknown… found new one… ☝️ How can there be so many things to get it to fail. I realised my wpf mvc method was saint. mvvm a bitch. There are so many things that could crash because of it.

 Guess what. The reason why I cannot get it back to working condition is because of Microsoft Edge… I asked God about it. Google Chrome asked me if I want to install it. I installed. Thereafter, my problem solved. ChatGpt suggested me what I suggested to it… Then kept me in a loop that I repeat and repeat. It did good though for factual cmd prompts. I finally have my sound back… What a relief. Who is the actual good guy?? Sometimes I think I know why our boss did certain things. Actually he was helping us. He asked us to change for some reason but to our benefit also. I am pretty straightforward person so there is really no need to beat around the bushes… I don’t like beating around the bushes too. Anyway. I found the problem was like a chance. I was doing halfway and there it is. If I have let it load and load again, probably the whole thing would be gone. It is like spotting a shooting star. There was one time, I just have the feeling of looking outside the window. Quite a few ye...

 It has been two days… I am still debugging the audio controller… Google hasn’t been giving accurate info these days… ChatGpt gives me nothing that Google has already not give… What AI…

 It takes time to know someone. Let go of the killer then the killer will come after you. Witness a crime? you will be their next kill. The writer of The 100 must have gone through a lot to depicting it all in a show. Humans are full of weaknesses and surprises. I wonder if God did gave me a hint but I failed to take it. Sometimes being the last person on earth may not be a bad thing after all. Even better when there is a dog regardless of you being allergic to it. The moment it ran away, I can felt the panic. Only to see her friends, those who were through thick and thin willing to give up their “transcendence”, joined her, then I felt better but there is more people who I think should be there weren’t. Like Bellamy who trusted the wrong person with his new found belief which is proven to be the truth. Who got killed anyway because he nearly betrayed his own best friend. He should be there along with Lexa, Abby, Kane, and Diyoza. The Luna that went lunatic after her whole clan got...

 I was watching The 100. Woken up with the harrowing thought of AI invading our life. Also, what if it doesn’t invade. Mostly, what could happen to a world filled with raging wars. The series deeply affected my thoughts and like it was crunching my heart for the past few weeks of watching and that I would wake up in the middle of night, just to think about it. It was far harder to think than my code. Sometimes I have something that was so difficult to solve, and I would be doing it in my dreams again and again but just as I was about to solve it, I woke up. I need to finish it before it’s removed from Netflix. Sometimes I can relate that this world is going to that direction somehow. People were quite similar. In life, you probably will only met those few people that were there to love and hate you. The ending was not really a happy ending but enough for me to see the villain getting killed and as to why it wasn’t a happy ending, is because almost most villain stayed till the end a...