Mentally sound

 Literally mentally sound. I bought a Philips fan. I used speed 2 because when I set up, on Speed 1, I couldn’t hear the sound of wind blowing. Speed 2 was very powerful and sounded much like the old fan. I was sick for 2 days. Sinus or whatever because I couldn’t tell. Blocked nose is a daily thing to me. I was really cold but felt like Speed 1 won’t give me air circulation. Today, I cleaned up my room before the new year comes. Cleared a lot of dust and how I placed things, make things easier to clean within like half a day. Wait. Back to the main thread. I tried Speed 1 now. The wind was blowing fine but I couldn’t hear the usual wind blowing sound so I was a bit worried and felt too unusual in a room so quiet suddenly. I realised I bought the silent type of fan…. But the sound for speed 1 and 2 are heaven and hell difference. Why don’t they allow us to adjust the sound of the wind blowing? I dared not try speed 3. It could be helicopter kind of sound probably. The room is so quiet. I can hear the quietness. If you knew total quietness, it is actually kind of noisy. It is like the silent type of tv that loses signal or no signal. Everything outside from the cars engine (not the silent type unfortunately) to things dropping here and there, my own breathing, Bus stopping, and setting off. Hope tomorrow morning I won’t hear it though. Else I will have to wake up at 6am than the planned time. Sleep disturbance. I can hear footsteps now. Light turning off from the wall either from our neighbour next door or above or below. Oh, they just closed their door. Think the last bus is around 1am. It landed right outside and downstairs. There is a bus stop right beside the window. I can see it from my room. Glad I am on the 8th floor. Every morning I woke up to this sound though and before I sleep. Strange thing was I never dreamt about being on a bus. 14 years of listening to it and I realised the importance of a noisy fan wind blowing sound. They should make a noise cancellation fan. Then it is considered silent.