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Too early

 Maybe I accepted this job really too early. I have applied to some jobs but there were no reply… So I just tell myself to accept any job that accept me first. After I accepted and signed the offer, somehow people called and emailed to ask if I am still available… Some are pretty good company. However, I also worry they just ask only and when I apply, then it is all test and interviews. I couldn’t sleep after receiving the message. It does seem like I have been too early to accept. I cannot be greedy also. As for this job, the nature of it is a bit different than I thought. The good part is some parts I never done before. Like low level programming. The last time was like Year 1 of Uni and my time at NTU for micro-controller. It was a mess and I barely passed it. Anyway, just see how this job goes. Most important thing is, my boss is buying new laptop for me to use. I didn’t even ask. He so good I also paiseh to change job now. The only thing that is really far behind was the salary compared to the ones that called me to apply. I hope there are still chances in the future. Anyway, I found this job is because I thought it was part time. Money a bit more than part time but less than real full time. I am in a dilemma. I like trying new things but at the same time I like money too. Letting go of that good opportunities I wonder when will it come again. Another thing was that the bosses like very ON with the stuffs they do.

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