2020

 I know he is not incompetent. In fact, he does it in a different way. Mostly doing it to protect others without leaving a trace and at times got himself into troubles. He is saving our ass most of the time. Too bad he is leaving. 

After solving the bug and sleep.  (╥﹏╥) It was a problem created by myself while solving another bug. It was ok before. In the end, my solution doesn't really solve the problem but created the problem because of the UI..... I removed my previous solution. Deng, it works...... ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾

 My dad is the only one who still believe in the person who cheated him and still say thanks. He never thought his kindness and naiveness could cause his family harm. He doesn’t realized that all his hardwork could go down the drain just because he trusted the wrong person. Lawyer as a cheater. There could be more holding the laws in their hand. Why do we put our faith in these people who do not abide by the law? Why do we need these people? legal scammers? 

 Million reasons. You can have a million reason for all the good things in life. BUT, there ought to be something worst. Something like, after you have completed the program, there is a bug. Or when you want to go to the toilet, there is a lizard on the bathroom’s door. Or when you try to weigh yourself but forgot to take your glasses. I hate program with bugs. I disown starbucks for not letting me login via the app…. Now I am going to disown myself.  Summary of 2021 is full. Full of things. Deal with Barcode scanner up to a point I have to silent it. No matter how I scan, never failed. How in actual environment failed???? I scanned probably more than a thousands time…  I dealt with receipt printer…. camera…  recorders… the terminal that I have never touch before. zero knowledge of it while reading the most uncomfortable document with the least information…. I watched youtube and 15 minutes into it, they didn’t teach me about the terminal functionality. They were tal...

(-_- )ﾉ⌒┫ ┻ ┣ ┳ Everytime I looked at whatsapp, none of the message was for me. When I don't look, all for me.  ┻━┻ ヘ╰( •̀ε•́ ╰) (╯ರ ~ ರ)╯︵ ┻━┻

快过了 我不爱 孙燕姿 适合今天

 I add 0 to 0…. Shouldn’t I get 0…. but I got this… 00 I wonder where went wrong….. my number since when become string….. argh……

 just waiting for 22 02 2022 22:22 pm if got 22.2222222s wah. can? I need 2. cos I need to 餓.

 I was thinking to get a haircut. Was thinking to make it short. Maybe that will drive me to cut down my weight. My knees have been hurting for quite sometimes now. It could be the big change in weight and not walking much. My knees like will break anytime everytime I walk. I really need to start exercising… sigh… If really short, I don’t know how to cut it. I am still testing my null values… Why VS is smart enough to detect null, but it doesn’t auto assign a default… Need me to reassign myself…. Why????

Mum, dad and eldest brother in Brunei also have covid. Only my sis-in-law and 2 nephews ok. In Brunei, there is no Grab so being isolated in Brunei is quite hard. If they all cannot go out, can only starve. Even at home I tried to have safe distancing although not always. I was worried I would get it from travelling to work and back. At least shouldn't affect the elderly. My sis and I stayed in the same room so that one no choice. The reason probably we ate separately most of the time. Except for celebration, everyone sat together. Most of the time, closer to Aunty. Aunty don't have. Maybe covid preferred men and the elderly. The vaccination probably worked well against the virus also.

emoji don't have table. Cannot flip table.  ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ ᕙ (° ~ ° ~) (ヘ･_･)ヘ┳━┳ (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ iPhone doesn't have this. The table I am looking for to flip. Back to Google. Here it is. (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━ ┬──┬ ¯\_(ツ) ┻━┻︵└(՞▽՞ └) (ノ•̀ o •́ )ノ ~ ┻━┻ ┻┻︵¯\(ツ)/¯︵┻┻ (/¯◡ ‿ ◡)/¯ ~ ┻━┻ Feels better now.  ｡◕‿◕｡ lala

 If I am dead tomorrow, don’t be surprised. It’s probably done by one of the null… 🔨🪓💣🧨🧻🪑 cannot find the table…

 Last week, when they said still got member… I am thinking, what the hell u talking about. I am not going to do member. Anyway, I have been doing jigsaw puzzle on the db. Although UI could take some time but I know I will make anything that is available and what not, I can still… DB cannot. The DB like three hell joined together. Although I used to like Ron Weasley’s house but then, it’s fun to look at from the outside only…. hmmmmmmmmmmm…… I fed up. I am thinking about it.

 The hunmingbird (though people say doesn’t exist in sg) I was talking about much earlier on, turned up flying into our living room. I was eating my breakfast at the table and it flew in right in front of me. I thought it was a crow or pigeon but the bright yellow front was distinct. Before I realised, I shouted out loud. Also because it feels like it was flying towards me . It stopped going near midway and hovered in the way for a while. It then flew out. I looked out the window, it flew all the way to another block. This just looked like a scene in a cartoon! Wowowowowowowowowowow. I have seen it twice up near for now. It has been alone and always flying around from afar. I never get to see it close. Even from afar, it has been very fast but the bright yellow always attracted my attention. So I have been seeing it but not this close! Too late to take a picture. WHY WHY Why the time passed so fast? Wasn’t it just a new year?! Anyway, I was working then. Not full but some half days...

  I did the test again. I am good… Just did to confirm. I can still smell.

  Cost about 60. Will have 6 dollars discount. Shall I buy? It looks cute. Starting next week, can mix group already. Anyway, if got anything, not my decision. In the office, more and more cases. Funny is almost all the parents. Well, based on how intermingling has been going on, wfh can only saved just as much as getting them during transportation. While at work, just additional. How in the mall, it is still crowded. While I am still cutting hair myself. Trying to be away from everyone. Asthmatic tends to have more serious consequences? Not sure. I die probably happier. Well, if I am going to die from covid, maybe I would buy the printer to play before dying. If you have been really sick, you stayed away from sickness. Taking good care of yourself, so that others do not have to take good care of you.  I am negative now and most of the time I took ART. Let’s touch wood. I am not afraid of death. I am afraid of being sick. 🤢 If you like being sick, you haven’t been sick enough...

  我买来的画笔，太少用了。今天找到了它的天赋。Blue tack has been a real life safer. The one who created that is brilliant. I don’t need screw or anything. 🏴‍☠️ 那么多的时间。浪费了。浪费在没有早问。至少他问到答案。转来转去，不如直接一点。那么我就不用浪费这么多时间吧。这是我要找的工作方式。 总是要藏这里那里，我好不舒服。错了就错了。如果你没做错过，大家都知道是谎话。有谁没有错过。 今天又收到介绍工作的。不过不知道为什么会介绍这些。很不错。 Manicure. Hahaha. 重要的是薪水。我妹一定很想要。我想新加坡是唯一的地方有这种薪水吧。 CNY crew at 12-14 dollars. Hm. If I do work 12 - 14hrs a day, Around 150 per day. If I work 7 days a week, rest 2 days. around 4.2k… Well. CNY over. Time to sleep. Reading too much today. for me, everyday felt like covid. I am asthmatic and feeling hard to breathe started long long time ago. For me tot ell also a bit hard. Some more I am allergic. esp. nose… In actual, that’s two out of covid symptoms? I guess only thing was fever or no fever. I judged by being able to smell my coffee everyday. Or smell my food before I eat? But if nose block, really cannot smell anything also bah… left fever. Today check, we were ok. 36. Probably already immuned.

 Covid-19. 等待中。没有。 都侧了。只有一个人。 可能我们都在房间吧。问题是都没有症状。

 都一起来了。 gotta do this for the weekend. First soldering equipment. 以前家里的玩具。动口不动手。转行动手。 

  刚买的。买来修工作的打印机。还差Label printer. I got one but too cartoony. The label printer costed 50++. If I had it, I can open a shop already. 

 找不到锅。原来我背着。也许以为我不知道吧。我是在进来前知道的。很多事其实不是秘密。早有人说了而且是你最不想知道的人可能早知道了，而我只是提醒。如果提醒错了人，不懂又乱说，我就应该一开始不说。等真的发生了，就看天看地吧。事实不在口中。在证据。我们只是以为。以为没人知道。只是知道的人不说。见好就收。如果不收，把人逼急了，全部吞下的一定被吐出来。初15。预告。

过了！ 终于过了。其实没差。可能过几天后有便宜的贵东西可以买。 接下来的都是单人节了。太开心了。我爱的人是我，爱我的人也是我。我恨的人是我，恨我的人也是我。想想看。有可能结婚了我可能会比现在还惨。。。当女儿要分担家务。当老婆要当所有人的佣人。还要工作。 如果运气不好，替烂人背锅。这种险还是不要乱冒。快快乐乐的过着不是情人节的节。 我懂你。如果被怪的是你，你还能用你的解释来劝自己吗？其实养孩子不能总是替孩子解释。应为你不知道他什么时后说的是表达的不对还是真心的。没有必要分好人坏人。错就错，对就对。有的时候他们可能遇过你没有遇过的事情。你如果没有即时发现也可能就是悲剧。不要总是让孩子们觉得妈妈没用或什么都不好。而且有些是错误的。要让孩子觉得，他们都有各自不同的棒。 不是音调对了就是好听。不完美的完美也不是没人懂。有一种好听，叫做真心。有人有天份，有人有真心。可是谁有没人懂。人生中不是完美就能得到一切。完美是从不完美的开始。如果你还不完美，那么那只是开始.

 EzLink has a shake event too. Has been doing so for a few days already. I though just normal and won’t get anything at all. But since I saw the chance I just shake la. First few just ok only. One day, I just finished shower and decided to shake while using my hairdryer. Hairdryer on my left and I shake. Nothing. Then changed hand to dry my hair on the right. I used my left hand to try. Wooo. 28 cents. After that have to wait for the next. I forgot which hand i used but I got another 28 cents after 4 shakes. Just now, I have nothing for the first shake then I thought about me using my left hand the last time, I got 28 cents. I tried again using left hand. Tada, another 28 cents! I forgot how I got the other one though. All in all, I got 84 cents and 12 angbao card collection. Well, at least I have 84 cents. Google pay I have been spending more to buy stuff but either voucher or a picture…

Changed to this Beats Flex. My Jays a-Six Bluetooth Wireless bought 29 Jan 2021, after like 1 year, although still working fine, bought at discounted price 58 SGD, received 500 coins shopee cashback, has finally reached a point that I need to change.  At first I worried about the cover of the charging port might spoil like my Sony earphone. The silicone rubber buttons for the controller came off. Well that one is like a 2-3 years of used. I bought this one because the controller not silicone rubber buttons. Only the charging port cover. I worry for the wrong thing and the whole thing is actually made of the same silicone rubber… Well, partly I didn’t take good care of it. I have been fair. I treated my Sony earphone the same way though.  I bought 4th Feb 2022 a 63.42 SGD discounted price plus voucher Beats Flex - All day wireless. Not really, more like half day. The yuzu colour was on sale but not the black. The black one costed 74.95 SGD. No discount. So I bought Yuzu colour....

After you solved the biggest mistakes and you realized it was 3.30am. There is one more little mistake might took another hour. Do you proceed or sleep? Also had to wake up for work at 8:30am.... I woke up at 8am. Now super duper sleepy.... Before I sleep, I played shopee's candy game.... I think all this shopee or commercial app has been like time wasting. You spent more to get more promotional discount. For that 20 cent or 2 dollars. You spent more time and buying more thing. Then you got the discount. Actually, it was the same discount, no matter how many times you bought them.

 I solved the issues. It is more like my stupidity that I wrote earlier on…. but because of that stupidity, I found more mistakes and solved them before solving my stupidity. Don’t write thing halfway and go off. I was thinking why I never get to the page I wanted to. I kept on checking other issues but still it doesn’t redirect the magic. I realised after declare, I didn’t finish writing the line to navigate to that page after creating… God give me more eyes… give me more wisdom. Now done… Then after the linking, I realised I have different stages of programming language in the app. Starting, I didn’t really know much about the structure I was going to build so I add as I go. Structure as I go. From the very first part, although I have updated most, still not so structured as I wanted it to. More like how can I structured it more. At the back, it was more structured but then, combining both less structural part and not so structural part makes me blind… A bit hard to decide which ...

 programming rules. 问题 拿得起，放不下 - 那就不要拿起 拿得起，放得下 - actual workdone is 0. 那就不要拿起。把地上搬上来。 拿不起，放不下 - 拿不起 就不用放下 拿不起，放得下 - 没有拿起，哪里来的放下。 I have been going round and round. One simple form but the different page being save-able is a bit tricky… My mind almost haywired… every page, I have to check when they exit and what data need to be omitted or added. Then they can remove things from other pages, so if that change everything changed… Just as I thought I solved one, the other problem arise… I solved that, now my back button to main page got problem…🙁 😭 我要放弃！

羡慕今天走了的人。解脱。早上准备好了，要去上班。可是犹豫了很久。到底要不要去。一是怕covid. 二是浪费时间。来回三个小时。吃了拖一拖时间就没有了。三是没有必要。我的电脑很重还有是带我自己的。monitor 也是我自己的。就等于把我的所有东西搬到别的地方工作。要是再拿键盘，那就更重了。还有有些有的没的硬件。搬去办公室，回家又要搬回来。。。 后来我放弃。 而且今天我想完成的不是这些。。。 我觉得越做越怪。。。

善良的人遇到善良的人，那是幸运。 善良的人遇到恶人，找死。 结果呢，恶人在这现实中活得好好的。 在变成恶人之前可能他们比谁都善良。 恶人只有在故事里，电视上，才会死掉吧。 善良的人不要太善良，保护好自己才对。 你要相信，善良不是每个人都有。 不要死了才知道。 披着羊皮的狼在某个角落等着你。准备好🪓，把它拖下去斩了。然后拿走它的羊皮，披上，到角落等着下一个人来斩你。 不要相信有好人。自己的羊皮不要掉了。 真的羊已经变成了羊皮了。谁是真的羊呢？ 你不知道吧！ 真的羊可能披着狼皮。真的狼又是谁呢？ 狼和羊不重要。重要的是你是狼还是羊不可以让人知道。 羊和狼也可能是朋友。你相信吗？如果你相信。。。 很好，狼永远饿不死。

I bought the number but didn’t come out. Was suppose to buy the next but lazy… Here’s how lazy looked like. I normally buy my phone number but nope. Then I decided not to buy that but bought something else. On that day, my phone number was out. The number I bought was one number off for first and second prize. Aunty asked me if I bought my phone number… argh…. If I bought my birthday, my idol’s birthdate will come out. I even bought my queue number for my booster shot (because during spring cleaning I found the number that I bought not long ago but didn’t think it will come out). Guess what it was out too on the 29th… I SAD. *beating my heart* I thought it is suppose to be a good year for me leh. Or need to use my birthdate this year to find where is the best place for me to stay and work? 八字找一下吗？ The next two batch… 💢 I think I have to secretly ask somebody to buy for me.  💸 

 Paid 22 dollars. Then eat Ramen and a cookie… Got 2 more cookies….  I let my aunty eat the cold cut. My sis ate the Cookie.

Woke up around 10:30am. Aunty said want to order food. She doesn’t mind to order subway but not McD. So I ordered Subway from Foodpanda. I got voucher from Google Pay. Otherwise, I would normally use Grab to order. Because Grab don’t always send the wrong ones. For wrong ones, they either refund or resend. Even once, I ordered something but had to cancel because I wanted delivery instead of pickup as it was default to pickup. They helped instantly and rearranged the order. Although they arrived late and it’s about 2 hrs wait. The food arrived. This time, I ordered for my Aunty, Sis and Me. To make up to 20 dollars to meet the minimum requirement to use the voucher although just capped at 2 dollars discount. When the food arrived, it seemed so little. There were lots of cookies… I order ala carte. I thought I ordered wrongly. Seeing the receipt tagged… It was totally not mine. 4 Cookies… 1 Wrap.. I woke up without breakfast so I ordered as brunch. supposedly 12:05 to receive but only re...

 I woke up and got message from our manager who tested positive for Covid via ART and the day before a colleague’s relative also got it. Good that they informed rather than keeping quiet. 👍  I just test myself just in case.  It was ok. This is my sixth test so far with ART. The previous one that I bought were used up. This time using a different brand but should be ok?  Instructions roughly the same and except for the tools. It does say bubble will cause inaccurate reading which the previous test kit never states that. Stay safe everyone.

 After bringing back the laptop to update and everything. The laptop now not sure why and not sure what, revert back to previous state. No internet connection unless connected to GP… It’s a waste of time. After everything, it reverted back… 🌪 I think next time which country got drought can ask me go there do laundry. Everytime I did my laundry, it rained… hm…  时间越过越快。我只想逃避现实。 美好就是能睡一觉还有能出门不用担心工作突然来拜访。我还能做什么呢。我好烦啊。 我发现只要上微博我就会收到iCloud 或163.com 的简讯。我怀疑但我能肯定。所以微博不是很安全。可能就不进去了。虽然最近骂人的微博少了但是还是要担心网络的安全。 什么路只有回头路是走不回的。

 So many trouble today. Not my day today. The most unacceptable is when my laptop was ok no matter what I pressed… I cannot replicate the issue by the prodn pc… Hmmmm…. I think that’s the part I am not very happy about. Mainly it is hardware related. I learnt to code leh…  Settings reset by itself…. hm… loose hdmi…. maybe that one cannot compare to what I set up at home. Me mainly one laptop connected to two monitor which one of the monitor shared with another laptop. Well, that worked fine… I think too many converters may damage the connection. I don’t use more than one. Best none at all… In actual situation, we cannot do this. Argh… sigh… sigh… 🐯 please eat away the problem. 

 hm… Aunty was watching Now we are all dead. Not sure about the name is exactly as it is, but around there. Another zombie apocalypse show.  Then I read the news about people who are confirmed case of omicron asking for MC… I wonder if it was a zombie pandemic rather than omicron, whereby I became a zombie and I needed MC because obviously I cannot get to work… but I still wanted to get to work because there was no MC. Get to work unless you are dead. Even if you are dead, get to work. The world must go on even if you are a zombie. Pathetic. MC, the most powerful thing. For someone who wasn’t sick, you can give it freely. For someone who is truly sick, you asked if I needed one. You better watch out if I am infected by zombie, I won’t ask for MC. Even if you want to give me, I don’t want. ☠️ I will just go for a long long holiday without telling you. Happily ever after.

  I looked for shirt. Well hm. Which one shall I trust?

  没有办法回家。已经两年了吧。家里有点安静。原来大嫂收拾成这样。今天应该很累了。It is incredible if u have seen how much stuff we used to have. 还能这样多久呢。 这个时候我会醒来，看到桌上邻居都会送的咖喱鸡或Rendang还有Nasi Kuning. 叶子包的糯米。虽然是马来人但他们每年都送。一大清早的送到我们家。比起我们，诚意100%。好厉害。我们Hari Raya都送一箱汽水。应为我们煮的不是halal。我们也不会煮。 然后就是大嫂煮的鸡汤面线。大家就吃。大部分的新年我其实会错过应为醒不来要不然没回家。我每次都12点后醒来。爸就分红包。我以前以为红包要放很多钱。 应为爸每次都放50块。工作了我们就给他和妈红包但意思的他也会给。然后他们会拉我们百年可是工作以后没有人要去。应为见面的话就会问结婚了吗？给红包我们也不好意思收。所以我们能不去就不去。要不然就说我胖了。有些也认不得我。有时候我还变成我哥的姐姐。 接下来，我们玩二哥的游戏机。家里我们有的玩游戏机的话， 都是应为二哥。有戏看是应为大哥。大姐会带外甥外甥女来拜年或者我们会下Bandar找地方聚餐。大姐有好多好餐厅介绍。每次都不让我们付钱。她会在点完菜就付钱或者找机会偷去上厕所然后付钱。有时候有这种感觉就要抓住她。大姐也给红包。每次和爸一样给50。 如果有下美里，就会去我们的小姑家拜年。小姑和我们家比较近。算亲戚中最近。以前都在汶莱。其他的都在马来西亚，澳洲。很少有可能见面。见面了也不知道是谁。小姑是我读大学的时候搬回美里。小姑就会问结婚了没有然后要介绍给我们。那是最可怕的。然后我们在吃一餐。小姑也会抢着付钱。其实很多时候小姑帮我们家很多。她是比我妈还担心我的考试成绩。我表妹小我几个月。我比较早上学一年。她会提前准备隔年表妹要考的练习题。都是她像朋友收集的。然后让表妹做。有一年她先把练习题给我应为，我都忘了。幸好没有丢。其实我一页都没翻。我都是自由式考试。尤其是中学。都是上课以后除了功课以外，很少读书。但我有看小说。也不知道为什么语言课都是很差的。同一科，可以考的很好也可以很差。就看我当时记得什么就是什么。老师有时称赞我考的好，有时就及格而已。我都不好意思。 今年第三次在新加坡庆祝新年了。大家来了。

 I bought 4d on saturday. It didnt come out. Sunday, I have a feeling I should buy but I have the jean and clearing to do. Guess what, the number turned up… well good thing, winning not so much. so it is fine.  有好多话想说可是不重要了。对所有人来说其实都不重要了。🐯