Sometimes the people you think never existed in real life but in TV drama actually existed in real life. The scenes, the conversations and plot. Sometimes, you have to join the act because I realised they have been treating me like a dumb when I am lenient and let them make use of me. Needs people help but kept on bad mouthing them behind. It is quite addictive and I think I can master it. This doesn’t require much brain actually. Just need to act without thinking twice that you might hurt their pride. For a long time, I give back what they gave. Ungratefulness does not worth anything.
I think sometimes it was God’s whispering. I was just stuck there and somehow, I thought of things I never thought. So far, they have hidden quite a lot of things from me. From the beginning and with my temper, I would probably never stayed this long. One thing is money, second thing is once I settled, I don’t like moving even if it was the wrong choice, I believe I have the ability to make right. By God’s grace, I was always one line away from failing. I was like waiting for them to give me the hardware, so far, none I have received on time. None were working 100% but the only thing that I chose to believe in is they have tried their best. That way, I can continue. Few days ago while testing my new app, I decided to just go with the board without the required hardware. Turned out, it was no longer needed with the new board. As always, this is how they worked. If I didn’t have work experience, this would be like a no-no for me. However, I always have two books that collect t...