2020

 Hm… Finally planned to meet up and Company dinner and family dinner… One flu… Sigh… Hopefully by the 27th my cough will be fine. First time calling up to make reservation to Karaoke after like so many years that we have not been to one due to Covid. Book liao, if cannot sing… Duno when will be the next time. Hope by then I have voice… It started around Thursday but Friday, I just have slight runny nose. Next three days, it just gotten worst. Sigh… If tmr still no good, I have to skip Christmas Dinner….

 Literally mentally sound. I bought a Philips fan. I used speed 2 because when I set up, on Speed 1, I couldn’t hear the sound of wind blowing. Speed 2 was very powerful and sounded much like the old fan. I was sick for 2 days. Sinus or whatever because I couldn’t tell. Blocked nose is a daily thing to me. I was really cold but felt like Speed 1 won’t give me air circulation. Today, I cleaned up my room before the new year comes. Cleared a lot of dust and how I placed things, make things easier to clean within like half a day. Wait. Back to the main thread. I tried Speed 1 now. The wind was blowing fine but I couldn’t hear the usual wind blowing sound so I was a bit worried and felt too unusual in a room so quiet suddenly. I realised I bought the silent type of fan…. But the sound for speed 1 and 2 are heaven and hell difference. Why don’t they allow us to adjust the sound of the wind blowing? I dared not try speed 3. It could be helicopter kind of sound probably. The room is so qu...

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 After checking out their latest software… OMG… The design at least quite close to Bosch. I have the same taste as their Engineer. The colour is because our company logo… The rest is typical design rules. Some because of framework. This release package is taking longer and longer… 

 Not sure how I should feel. Good or bad. Mum used to be very good with tech. Well, yesterday, have spent two hours over the phone just to help her log in to my account. In the end, she only managed to download and update her Netflix app on her iPad. iPad actually a bit different from Android so she has lots of difficulty linking App Store is equivalent to Google Play… When I said search, she literally search by her eyes… I cannot help but laugh at myself. Programmer and code did the same. I am not around so I can only do these for her. Sigh… Should have gave her a tutorial during CNY…  My screen is back… The touch screen I bought previously so that it is easier for me to do work. The pc that I bought previously is a good investment in the end. Thank God or the manufacturer that both working fine so far.

 Sometimes kind of envy people who get paid for doing jobs that weren’t done. Thou shalt not envy. Came these words right after I thought so. God is reminding me what I shall do and what not. Do we always follow? Life is full of surprises and things that never happened by what you wished. Learning is always my motto. Doing what I cannot do is my goal. Else, I am actually not sure what shall I do in life. Looking for that particular company which has the same vision as me and the environment that I wished I have? Looking for that particular job that I can do forever and always my safety net? Looking for people who are like minded and work with them. Not easy. Anyway, yesterday was a deja vu. I had a similar dream and sounds like yesterday. On Wednesday, I kind of remember and then well, it did happened. I just have dreams and then it happened. This is not the first time. The world and our brain are full of mystery and wonder. How do deja vu happened. Like you are arranging your mind...